tsw: day 66 two steps forward one step back

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My skin is trying to roar. I had a few really good days where I felt happy in my skin. I thought I was strong enough….

To enjoy some jojoba oil.

Boy, am I glad I wasn’t ambitious for lotion and makeup.

I’m keeping my skin at bay staying away from moisturizers (again) and taking immune system building supplements that seem to be helping. I didn’t schedule a Bax treatment this week. I thought I was feeling better and could taper off. Blast.

I must note too that I ate some “novel” food that mom brought over. It tasted so good and I was in better spirits thinking I was getting all better. I sat at the piano without pain. My friends dropped by for a visit. I indulged a root beer.

I was feeling better. It was a “better” that had me feeling stunned and happy. I want that again.

Now. If not now… Tomorrow?

Hello universe. Do you hear me? I loved that feeling…of feeling happy in my skin.

Two steps forward, one step back.

jnet

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~ by jnetsworld on August 7, 2015.

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