the silence of me

The Silence of Me

My life is a constant celebration of challenge and thankfulness that it only makes sense that the parades and toastings meet their balance in the silence that is me.

My birthday this year has been phenomenal thus far… the challenges that are put up against my heart makes me wonder if I will burst. My car is broken and stalled in San Diego and I am using my mother’s car in the meantime. Mom just had surgery and is on the mend staying with my brothers. She was having a terrible time over it and was awful to take care of over Mother’s Day Weekend… She’s much better now but not without jumping some hurdles.

Romancing LA is now podcasting 3 midnights a week at blogtalkradio so that I may practice more rigorously my public speaking skills while balancing out my teaching practice and personal fun time on a pin. I have yet to grow my discipline with writing… to eventually publish that book of mine.  I keep falling off my trains of thought.

There’s not much room for misery even though there are cars to fix and bills to pay.

I’ve face painted, danced, toasted, played and power relaxed in spaces of minutes in order to fit everything in… that it comes as a welcome haven to meet my silence once again to write, play the piano, nap, garden and reflect to catch my breath.

Today is Monday, May 19th and I am enjoying the first day of silence to myself for the month. My greatest memories are appreciated when the parade is allowed to quiet itself down and enjoy thankfulness in silence.

JNET

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~ by jnetsworld on May 19, 2008.

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